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Love Letter From Afar

Tempted am I to enter the portal of my past
I know there will be pain, I just don't know how long it will last
But there are better times to be had, other than here and now
Times when decisions could had been made leading to me here right now

A left turn instead of a right, a no instead of a yes at good night
Walking away from this one, tonight let them have the fight
Giving up those keys instead of swearing I'm okay to drive
texting on that cellphone and not realizing I'm lucky to be alive

Staying up in there balls deep when I swore that I would pull out
Riding up in there bare back knowing that I couldn't pull out
Giving her a ride to the clinic and waiting in the car as she went inside
Pulling that shit on his ass then deciding to let his ass slide

I have done this shit, but it's hard to quit this shit
Riding strap to the spot telling a bitch to twist this shit
Blazed in the dark and let's hit this shit
There they go right there let's go on and do this shit

Real motherfuckers know where the fuck I'm going
Wake up cotton mouth after a night of steady snoring
Three days lock down and you still can't tell
What the fuck you did to land your ass in this cell

Slowly, but sure with others you start to reminsces
And the other block mates starts saying, we heard it went down like this
With pulses of electricity, I was fucking revived
Twelve motherfuckers shot but only one survived

Everybody screaming, you're lucky to be alive
Fake motherfuckers can't tell real from bull jive
Motherfuckers like me roll Baghdad, that's fucking Bonnie and Clyde
I'll commit suicide bitch if it means getting that homicide

So don't think that you're safe in police custody or with your crew
Because a real motherfucker will enter hell just to get at you.
So if you enjoy anything close to a family type life
Stop fucking with real motherfuckers and go be somebody's wife
Written by I_IS_ME
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