Anti-hero

It's me, hi
I'm the problem
It's me.
I put myself in bad situations
Then I play the victim
To quick to hate
To quick to blame
Everyone else but me.
 
Made my mistakes
But never learnt my lessons
No one is ever there
Life is always unfair.
 
I've said it a thousand times
This messed up story so sad
So full of loneliness and despair
So full of misery, hoping someone else cared.
I've played the victim
Never really been the villain
From hero to zero
Isn't anyone tired of rooting for this anti-hero?

It's me, hi
I'm the problem
It's me.
 
I've never accepted my flaws
Never made the best with what I got
Instead always been done wrong.
I've looked for sunshine and roses
I've looked for peace and purpose
But constantly lived in the rain,
Always tired and hopeless
Always stuck in my devices
Never been decisive
Addicted to my failing coping mechanisms
 
Following and not leading
Failing and breaking
Constantly complaining
Relapse, rehab, repeat
Isn't anyone tired of rooting for this anti-hero?