Trust Issues

My mind is going in circles trying to understand, why you play with my emotions and try to break my stand.

In and out of this so called relationship, it's as if I've had an imaginary companionship.

 True love isn't supposed to hurt they continue to say, but pain~deceit~lies and deception is always in the way.

 True happiness and joy are gone due to the mind games, My heart being played with like it's a wind-up toy

 Silencing your phone for your secret messages and phone calls man your actions are getting bold, deleting emails ~messages~ignoring calls truth is these games are so old.

 Trying my best to give up on these feelings but truth be told I've spent days trying some self healing.

 You're In the streets doing your own thing till you need something or feel I miss you, as I stay home tending to my wifey duties but quite as it's kept I'm dealing with so many trust issues.

~PoeticPrettywings 2020