More than once that evening I asked you the question
Tell me, when will you come back?
you did not respond to me
I don't know I don't know anymore I think that.
I am abandoned
I didn't know if we would meet again one day
shamelessly out of love I hung on
to your voice to your shoulder but you left
without turning around without calling me back
you had everything planned for your long trip
that was to last years maybe eternity
I deleted all your messages
threw away all your presents
flees the past and lives in the present but you were.
always in my heart and in my head
I suffered and I feel alone in the night
without noise at the back of a parking lot like that
I was no longer living life stopped for me
I stopped existing that night
your absence has eaten away at me and destroyed me
day after day
you were inside me like a part of me
that I lost like that one day