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Stay positive

It’s hard to stay positive, When it seems that you’re only alive to see your downfall.

To feel as if this heart that has been abused and broken so so many times,
to a point finally ending it all seem like your only way out,
Feels better then feeling as if you’re not meant for love or to be loved.

To suffer from this weight you put on yourself to not feel like the disappointment in your family.
To feel as if you should be the  provider and give your all to those that could care less about how you are deep down.
To feel as if your life is spiraling and you’re drowning in more self loathe then self love.

It’s hard to stay positive

When you know that with one forgotten moment,  you could’ve change the outcome of this self hate.
That if one of the many you cared for took the time to care for you and not just with lies and fake love.
That this life could’ve been…would’ve been great with just a genuine acknowledgment from those you held close while they kept you afar.

It’s hard to stay positive

When you’re mind tells you the end is never coming and your light is slowly dimming.
Wishing you turn everything off and just to find solace in the emptiness of it all.
Hoping the silence would being clarity to the madness that’s taking space within your mind

It’s hard to stay positive, but you don’t do it for you do for them.
So that they don’t see negative within.
Written by ManorMyth (Man_Or_Myth)
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