Worlds Negatives

I'm surrounded by the worlds negatives dealing with lifes deficts I've learned the atmosphere holds no lasting bliss full of ignorance and dependence I fell in love since my adolescence from the first kiss corruption was hard to resist I'm no stranger to the consumption the filler when I cant seem to function make no assumption because they lead to mistakes check your surrounding before you decide to situate religions not my savior because its not what gets me through the day so refrain from preaching your virtues my way quite profane my thoughts can't be contained stained on numerous pieces of trash burned away with the pain released back into the atmosphere its hard to breathe at times knowing one day I wont be here hopefully I reach nirvana one of these years I'm tired of being lost in the rear searching for the profound where nothing has ever been found useless dependence to lost causes that strengthen the cycle of these days the ignorance won't be recycled far too deep in love with the corruption that I dont mind being lost in the dysfunction at current time maybe one day I will come across my mind and move on maybe one day ill be able re define the definition of wrong, but at the moment the love is too strong.....