Today she

Today she called me a narcissist

I carried her for nine months
I looked into her tiny face
I loved her
She was my baby
My tiny being I had to protect
My little bundle of joy
My only daughter.
The hate I heard was bitter
The words I read were cruel
The pain I felt was murderous
My heart was cut in two.

Single Mum with three
Two sons and little girl.
They all my every part of me
My own special loving world.

But then her mind was taken
Her heart ran cold for me
She pushed me far away
My pain she didn’t see

She tore my spirit from within
My pride she shredded through
My soul she fed to others
Like lions tear in two

I only wanted best for her
I tried to save her pain
I wanted to protect her
She couldn’t see their gain

I tried to teach her my way
But that was all too wrong
She saw my effort as harming her
And now my girl is gone

Gone from where we were
Gone from in my life
Gone to others who harm her
Gone to much more strife

I can’t help her no more
She won’t let me in
Her words drove deep within me
Ripped right through my skin
Tore my heart to pieces

Surrounded by the very things
She hurled around at me
The evil of intentions
So hateful she can’t see

My baby girl of whom I love
said to me today

Today she called me a narcissist