This Pain

Money makes the world go round.  
Without it, you will surely drown.  
Bills need to be paid right now.  
Looking up asking God how.  
How can I make it out of this hole?  
It's so deep I can feel it in my soul.  
I wanna go to sleep and not wake up.  
I'm tired of trying, I feel like giving up.  
This pain got me in my zone.  
I'm so depressed and feeling alone.  
When will this storm go away?  
I need answers on my knees, I pray.  
Looking for better days I can't find it.  
It's like a needle in a haystack, I quit.  
I'm going out of my mind with no date.  
It's so much that I can't bear the weight.  
Rubbing my head, what's my purpose?  
I'm walking on a tightrope like a circus.