In this now

I burn with the ache to know you’re there
My mind is in tangles wondering your “where”
I waste my hours with wishing your care
Would swim through the miles and piles
Of history and space,
climbing the mountainous waves to embrace
And tame my wild rabid heart
To show me a way for us to restart
From before the match lit the dynamite
Blowing the “us” to another realm’s night
But the sane minutes of me remembers the fail
Knows the dreams are a fake fairytale
Remembers the flip-side of imaginations
The truths of our different situations
And my sigh
Would belie
feeble tries
At good-byes