STAY

I'm flawed!
But lying to myself?
A lie well lived
 My vision is blurry,but awakening is here
Time unfolds that I haven't been ready
Or maybe I'll never be!
Holding you, seeing the fear in your eyes
The thought of losing you for life
The hustle of creating a picture of you in my head
Because time for sure will make us strangers again😭
Hearing your voice from time to time
Dialling your contact in vain
Regretting all the times I never did right by you
The failure in myself
Getting through this big L
Lacking the support and comfort you've constantly offered me
Living with that void that nothing can ever fill
But I've made my peace, I'll never be ready
I need you for infinity
And even though I don't show enough, I love you so much