Emotions of Evolution

Have I finally learned something new
Or am I simply becoming mature
I figure it obstinate to kneel your pew
As if personal religion is societal couture
Was I stunted by the external
Or was it avoiding belief expiration
My thoughts made it eternal
So I could pretend self-immolation
I don’t need to avoid anger
I can learn new ways to follow
My thoughts clearer of personal abuser
Will I learn to mentally swallow

I seek guidance from you
I realize now none of this is true
Can I believe myself to be few
No one needs to know what I do

Why can’t I learn to count
As if my personality demands complexity
What is my writing but ware-full tout
I need more dishonest perplexity

I seek guidance from you
I realize now none of this is true
Can I believe myself to be few
No one needs to know what I do

My emotions are not…
My thoughts are not…
Listen to the wind

I seek guidance from you
I realize now none of this is true
Can I believe myself to be few
No one needs to know what I do