Love or Lust

We know each other since we were kids
 My first child hood crush
We grew into teenagers and that’s when it started.

I finally got you.
I need to be perfect for you.
You were terrific.
But you left me
For days
And days
With out a call
Mind wondering
But I was still in love
U came back
And all was just right
Then you went to jail twice
I moved on once
Which was a regret.
I should’ve waited
You begged me to come back
We were meant to be
I felt a connection
A fire burning
A life lesson
To follow your heart
I’ll never know your true feelings
We slept together last September
We both enjoyed it
I was nonchalant
Because I don’t want my heart to be broken
Love or Lust
#love