Talking to a hypocrite
Lately Iíve been feeling like Iím loosing my sense of direction.
Ive been craving some kind of connection.
Turning my face to the heavens for protection.
Iím afraid that youíll never accept me.
In your eyes Iíll always remain unworthy.
When I donít hear from you I get worried.
But when I donít answer you go on carefree.
Itís hard for me to let go,
of someone I just want to hold me close.
But I realize Itís truly me that loves you most.
My therapist told me to write you a letter,
She said It would make me feel better.
But it just feels overwhelming seeing it all written down on the page,
cause you wont feel remorse youíll only feel rage.
Like Im some prisoner in a cage.
You feel I deserve to be locked away.
And if I were you would be okay with it.
Itís pointless because Iím talking to a hypocrite.