Not perfect

I'm seeing you both
Through a different perception
What used to be love
Morphed into deception

Sometimes I think
It must be my fault
That I must've broken
Some sacred law

I beat myself up
Wondering why
I'm constantly served
A plateful of lies

What you call sensitive
Is my weakness no more
Sometimes you need to see
My cut open sores

I'm not a robot
With gears for a heart
Locking my feelings
Alone in the dark

Something is missing
When I see your faces
Void of emotions
Not even traces

It shouldn't be awkward
To hold a conversation
But I guess some topics
Are beyond reservations

I know I'm not perfect
And never will be
I just hope that's good enough
For you two to see