Start To Finish

How can I feel this alone with you here on my arm
You promised to help but you are doing more harm
Instead of building, you're constantly destroying
All of this arguing is to fucking annoying

If I was with you for the sex, I would had already left
Constantly questioned about my love, well what in the fuck's left
Could I be the fool that I'm starting to believe I am
Longing for someone that doesn't give a dam

Before you came into my life the pain was under control
But now this bitch is like a wildfire since you took a hold
Sometimes it's like I sacrificed my sanity, sold my very soul
For a fucking heart that I couldn't even hold

When will I learn that pain and tears don't work
It's time to wipe away the tears and forget the hurt
It's time to move on, this means forgetting you
I don't know how, but I know that I have to

But you're in there so deep, like DN-fucking- A
Maybe a nice slow death will make these memories go away
A mental cleansing, scrubbing you from mind and heart
Finally admitting you had no place in there from the start