Wrong

I feel so alone, I feel so bored
My brain won’t relax, my heart acts like a fort
I don’t want to disappoint, I expect nothing less
I want to live more, but I couldn’t care less

Are you sure, Are you sure; Nothing feels right but nothing is wrong
All feels like art with contrived along
Everything is wrong and nothing is clean
My life is a pit and to hiss is a dream

Floating along with my hateful self
Eating away with my internal bells
Intestines growl with malice amid
My brain continues to raise the bid

Wait, I’m still coming down; I’ll be home in a second, leave me a crown
Stop, I’ll stabilize soon; Please stop reciting the face of the moon
Wait, things will come into view; I get the feeling you already knew
Stop, please pause for my mind; I can see the world, I’m mentally blind

Sing to be honest, don’t leave me
Scream for the murder, don’t hate me
I’ll live all alone, don’t abandon me
I swear I’ll be good, don’t tell me
I’m wrong
Hatred rings true inside of youth; My neck ignores flailing loose
Open wings of deletion compiled; My brain must need to be filed

Fixation and pressure so happy together
Anxiety and fashion weighing a feather
Tension and fainting seem to be near
Just ignore my immature tear

Look up and see a new lie to hold
How could my subconscious be so bold
My sweeping dark of liars unsaid
Aching to release the sugar-bed

Wait, I’m still coming down; I’ll be home in a second, don’t let me drown
Stop, I’ll stabilize soon; Please stop reciting the call of the fool
Wait, things will come into view; I get the feeling you hate me too
Stop, please pause for my mind; I can see the world, it’s so unkind

Sing to be honest, don’t leave me
Scream for the murder, don’t hate me
I’ll live all alone, don’t abandon me
I swear I’ll be good, don’t tell me
I’m wrong
Hatred rings true inside of youth; My neck ignores flailing loose
Open wings of deletion compiled; My brain must need to be filed