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Caring For You

She said I don’t care about you
I don’t care about you
That’s what you want me to do, that’s what you want me to do
I can’t care about you

There’s nothing that can explain that sudden stopping of time
It’s like getting whiplash from your heart slamming into your mind
If pain is Ouroboros in the end days, then I’m it’s slime
Jormungandr caught with my tail in my mouth, kissing my own behind

My past became my present, the pain revealed my future
I deceived her faking love, but I was nothing but an emotional moocher
Me not wanting Lil Momma, but couldn’t stand seeing her happy with him
It was as if I dedicated my life to just coming between them

Although I was with many others I needed her continuously checking in
Everytime that she wasn’t on time, I attacked her love with a new spin
I just started another argument and then attacked her body again
Keeping her emotionally stressed and in the bedroom making her sin

Totally mangling her spirit, knowing that her love was loyalty
That’s until someone else started calling her and asking for me
Telling her what kind of fool she was, but that they were my destiny
Why couldn’t she move on, why couldn’t she let me be

My Boo’s calls started falling short, her dresses developed a higher hem
More than one report came back that she was seen hanging out with him
Emails unopened, calls unanswered, with no response to texts
I had played a loosing hand, trying to contain real love with only sex

As I turned and walked away from her shouting and slamming the door
I was slapped across the face by truth I’d never thought of before
Was I hurt because I realized secretly I truly did care
Was it because he took what I considered mine or because she became aware

I refuse to believe I’m that petty, but I must admit putting Boo through hell
Although her love was priceless, my love was always priced to sell
I finally admitted my pain multiplied seeing her face again, I know
And it multiplied again as she screamed, while slamming the door

She said I don’t care about you
I don’t care about you
That’s what you want me to do, that what you want me to do
I can’t care about you
 

 
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