always in love
there are moments I feel I am in love with you. everything around me disappears and nothing is felt but the stillness and warmth that radiates my soul. only you know how to activate me.
then, there are moments I feel this loss of trust in you. the shame and fear surrounds what was once sacred.
I allowed it to continue.
I lost trust in myself.
shame on me for overthinking, knowing my heart will always go for what is honest, but the ego comes in as waves.
the terror in being so vulnerable.
only, the very thought of your existence enhances my peace, but knowing of my existence and true purpose will always nourish my sanity, and for that without exception, I will continue to feed.