Connected Atmosphere

I’m not who I want to be  
There’s too much smoke  
For me to see
But hearing you breathe
Helps me fall asleep
You’re all I need  
 
 
I’m tired of my mind
I don’t want you
I want to see the world  
Through your eyes  
 
 
I want to know why your heart aches  
How’d you get all those blood stains
Tell me about all your mistakes  
That you shouldn’t have made
I want to know everything  
I promise I won’t run away  
 
 
Dreaming in the dark
I want to know what it’s like
To live in your heart
But I can’t take it that far
You can love me
But I’ve got too many scars  
 
 
I’m the only one alive
When I close my eyes  
But you know what it’s like
We both want to die
So when we exhale  
At the same time  
I finally feel alright