Limiting Effect

You claim that you don't need me anymore
But we've seen this before
How you prod and poke until you find where it was sore
And then you bleed me from the motherfucking core

Hahaha, why am I laughing, believe me it didn't start out this way
I had to teach my heart and mind that pain was okay
With you in and out of my thoughts all the fucking time
Some how messing with my mind all the fucking time

The sudden appearances, yes we still share the same friends
But in order to have you now, I suddenly must accept him
Seems some of what you wear and model for him, maybe I brought
You returning to taunt me is how you got caught

Saying little things, yes hints that I could be something on the side
Although it will hurt, I can't get on that ride
There's simply to much at stake with absolutely no reward
Not enough left to fill up both my emotional and physical void

But you simply change your tactics and approach from a different angle
As long as you're breathing, you don't care if I get strangled
You truly don't want me, I'm beginning to think that you never have
Maybe there is a sick pleasure you receive from my pain that makes you laugh
   
Maybe the remove of a scab, the slow withdrawal of a knife
You would revive me simply to retake my life
To appear here and there smelling of him without care
You're a sunlit rainbow, labeled "Please Beware"

Roadblocks were put up in mind and heart, every fucking where
Restricting your access to my tenderest parts here and there
You're like a Tiger in a cage, a bull in a china shop
You're bound to destroy me if I don't make you stop