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Piece of Mind 2

I have so many problems I just want to run
Hide in my own thoughts before they shoot out like a machine gun
and take out a loved one

I remember when I was a kid I thought when I grew up that everything would be fun
But now I'm fucking done
I'm fighting demons one by one
My mind I can't outrun
I feel like I got an award for hurting the most girls in 2021
But here I am still holding on

I'm already broken and it usually gets worse with every word I've spoken
I'm tired of leaving my heart wide open
As if getting my heart broken is supposed to happen over and over
Causing me to wake up every day with a hangover
I refuse to let anybody get closer
Because who the fuck knows if they're a poser
I'm just exhausted from being left without closure
Then having to deal with the petty exposure
They say that the 3rd time is the charm but I sure as hell didn't pick up that lucky clover
Instead, I feel like I got hit by a fucking range rover

With a side of no effort to even move over or move on
I feel like I'm in a game and I'm just a pawn
I'm so tired of everything but not in a way that I'd yawn
It's more of a feeling of being gone
I wish that all of my problems could just be withdrawn
Mowed over like the lawn
or mailed out like a package through amazon
But instead, these problems come to me like I was called upon
Like this is nats problem salon
Welcome to my mental phenomenon
These words help me kill the demons that spawn
with every problem, there's a solution that's drawn.
natfromfl
Written by natfromfl
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