For Aubrey

I’ve been unliked my whole life
Caught in the middle of an old fight
My dad used to make her cry
And I’ve always wondered why
She hated me
I’m just her innocent niece


I don’t want it to be
The way it was for me


You’re the little sister I never had
I didn’t mean to make you sad
I hope you hear me scream
My apologies
I’m sorry for the stupid things I do
It’s really not about you


We watched the Christmas lights
Until you had to say goodbye
I hate that she makes you cry
It keeps me up sometimes
I pray every night
That your mom will treat you right


I don’t want you to hurt
From hate you don’t deserve


Can you forgive my mistakes
Before it’s too late
Please don’t let this be
Another useless apology
I’m sorry for the stupid things I do
It was never about you


You won’t take the blame
It’s not your fault that
I hate my sisters face
We fell apart
Long before you came
I know I don’t show it
But I love you anyways