vexed

 
calling on the forces of nature
my thoughts revolve around primal needs
vexing is the passion that peaks
against my better instincts  
I seek what I should not disturb
 
it is in me to ache
I reach for you and you say don't touch
in silent rebuff I hurt
I need a part of you that is off limits to me
it is taboo to disturb the solitude
your world is well kept and ordered
mine is chaos pure and simple
 
I focus my energies  
I see you watching me from afar
you get a taste of me then withdraw
I am a quick fix
well, maybe a bit more
you've been here along side me these many years
 
you set the perimeters
and like a good girl I never crossed the boundaries
masochistic lust finesses my sex
I feel you deep inside
I resist the binds
you cinch them tighter
fully restrained I know I am loved
 
you move in close for a kiss
I steal your breath
with cool resolve you remain in control
I fume, it is and was and always will be
 
your show