Homecoming

Deciding to revert back to a time of I IS ME before
The times when my darkness was embraced and I begged for more
Before I ventured out of my comfort zone and took a chance on humankind
Forgetting the many lessons that I had learned over time
 
The conniving ways of the human animals are a disgust
To deceive and have it their way is considered a must
By retreating in to my darkness the cold sinking in to my bones
I'm alone in this tundra, but I feel right at home  
  
The fact that the only hate that I feel, is hatred for self
There can be no pain caused by anyone else, except myself
The only one that I can lie to is fucking me
And the only one to manipulate is in the reflection of the ice staring back at me
  
Hahaha yes I had adopted human ways and I don't even deny it
Told the ways of acceptable society and I dared to try it
Told, "please feel free to do as much harm as you possibly can
The pain of deceit, is really in high demand"  

For every friendship I was ask for, they received a slap in the face
I was taught every aspect of discrimination, from gender to race
If they were not like me, they had better know their place
I took my hate fucking straight, with no fucking chase
  
Yes drag her ass back into the the cave by a fist full of hair
Point at the fucking kitchen and tell her ass to get in there
I want a baby in the oven and one on her fucking hip
And she had better know that there are penalties for giving me fucking lip
  
Out here in a man's world, trying to do a man's job
I let her stick her head out of the cave and the fucking cradle got robbed
And now you, you would not believe how much you bring me disgust
Waving a white flag with your hand out, begging me for trust
  
Don't you see motherfucker, I see you as less than a man
For you to have the audacity to think that you can do anything that I can
You want to work less, but make more money I see
Fuck my fucking woman and live next to I IS ME
  
Hahaha you should be bowing before me, when not bowing before my God
My God and I both agree that you should catch life hard
Yes, the darkness is back, can't you fucking tell
That my words and actions both originated straight from hell