My Twin Flame Thingy

Overthinking leads to exhaustion.
Exhaustion leads to depression.
I only know one side.
My side.
You need your space.
You went silent.
I call it going dark.
At least you didn’t ghost this time.
You need to heal yourself.
The silence is still torment.
I am flawed.
Am I obsessing?
I wonder how you’re doing.
You ran again though you said you wouldn’t.
You always say opposite of your actions.
I don’t know what you think.
I don’t know your reasons.
It’s out of my control.
When you hurt, I hurt. That’s all I know.
You will tell me we got too close.
I see the pattern.
You’re the runner.
I’ve been the chaser.
I’m not chasing anymore.
I surrender!