utterly

 
perfect surrender in your arms
I've seen your eyes gazing at me
through green glass, azure and topaz too
it was always you, my eternal love
 
I don't always catch you looking at me too long
I don't always feel your touch
clinging too tightly
 
pushing you utterly away
I gasp big gulps of air
then plummet into the abyss for one more kiss
 
I am in love with the frailty of human
I see you in each face
little facets of your personality
I miss you, I am becoming
 
will you see me someday, a woman?
 
ready for love in all its multitudes of being
I await you in my lonely hours
pull me under one more time
 
steal my breath away and then kiss me in the pain