Solace

Solace I find none in anything deliverance would be much appreciated to succeed is to live to fail is to watch life pass by so much rhetorical edict in my mind like a man on to much steroids I'm trying to hold my sanity together like steroids the depression is chronic and exhausting deliverance would be much appreciated every idea is a debate with my self I'm unaware and sometimes to much aware of my condition to be. Would be peace in my life they say God delivers but it's been 42 years and I have completely nothing succes over stress would be much appreciated deliverance in life is my mirage never being what it could or can to be is to exist I'm in new surroundings my mind pounding with rumination and procrastination for a open book full of rumination but I'm ok all I can be is patience succeed at nothing in life but understand philosophy of my life deliverance would be much appreciated I'm overwhelmed most the time to the third power I battle my self day to day I'm no coward that would cower to his demons I have dreams and believe in God the one holy you see me but hear me is to know me yes deliverance would be much appreciated but like something that doesn't belong to me this life is always being confiscated rather be loved than hated but that's the world full of so much pain till you become numb it's plain.