The Meaning

This life is crazy and I don’t understand
Where I’m going or exactly who I am
Not knowing if I’m coming or going
Like there’s some kind of cosmic debt I didn’t know was owing
What’s the point; why am I here
I keep hoping someday it will all become clear
The struggles and pain
The loneliness and shame
Why I’m alone and why it’s so hard
Constantly overwhelmed-never the one holding the cards
Thinking I’m making progress
Then realizing I’ve taken 5 steps back
Will the answers ever be known
It’s not looking good
So here I am not knowing if I’m coming or going
But always trying my best