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Anticipatory Angst
i asked for
“pain and pleasure
in balance”
face down
pillow under hips
legs spread
room slightly chilly
work table
within
line of sight
he whispers
“pain and pleasure
in balance”
while carefully
laying out his
instruments
some scary
clover clamps
wartenberg wheel
20-gauge needles
some mean
tawse
canes
paddles
some familiar
leather belt
wooden hairbrush
riding crop
some strange
pig whip
dragon tongue
shock collar
some reassuring
water glass with straw
wand vibrator
first aid kit (tourniquet !)
heart thumping
mind
racing
wrist straps applied
ankle straps applied
blindfolded
“what is your safeword?”
(second thoughts)
did i ask for
too much?
“red” i reply
can i handle it
will i
break?
will the beast
go back into the cage
when i am done?
or will
blood lust
persist
he says he wants
to hurt me
“in so many ways”
he asks
“is pain is OK”
on my ass
my tits
my pussy
he asks
“is penetration is OK”
in my ass
my mouth
my pussy
i enthusiastically
said
“yes! yes! yes!”
i now wonder
if that was
a mistake
too late
no escape
(unless he releases me)
he smiles
and
begins
(C) 2022 Raibeart Bruis
“pain and pleasure
in balance”
face down
pillow under hips
legs spread
room slightly chilly
work table
within
line of sight
he whispers
“pain and pleasure
in balance”
while carefully
laying out his
instruments
some scary
clover clamps
wartenberg wheel
20-gauge needles
some mean
tawse
canes
paddles
some familiar
leather belt
wooden hairbrush
riding crop
some strange
pig whip
dragon tongue
shock collar
some reassuring
water glass with straw
wand vibrator
first aid kit (tourniquet !)
heart thumping
mind
racing
wrist straps applied
ankle straps applied
blindfolded
“what is your safeword?”
(second thoughts)
did i ask for
too much?
“red” i reply
can i handle it
will i
break?
will the beast
go back into the cage
when i am done?
or will
blood lust
persist
he says he wants
to hurt me
“in so many ways”
he asks
“is pain is OK”
on my ass
my tits
my pussy
he asks
“is penetration is OK”
in my ass
my mouth
my pussy
i enthusiastically
said
“yes! yes! yes!”
i now wonder
if that was
a mistake
too late
no escape
(unless he releases me)
he smiles
and
begins
(C) 2022 Raibeart Bruis
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