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Anticipatory Angst

i asked for
“pain and pleasure
in balance”

face down
pillow under hips
legs spread

room slightly chilly

work table
within
line of sight

he whispers
“pain and pleasure
in balance”

while carefully
laying out his
instruments

some scary

clover clamps
wartenberg wheel
20-gauge needles

some mean

tawse
canes
paddles

some familiar

leather belt
wooden hairbrush
riding crop

some strange
 
pig whip
dragon tongue
shock collar

some reassuring

water glass with straw
wand vibrator
first aid kit (tourniquet !)

heart thumping
mind
racing

wrist straps applied
ankle straps applied
blindfolded

“what is your safeword?”

(second thoughts)
did i ask for
too much?

“red” i reply

can i handle it
will i
break?

will the beast
go back into the cage
when i am done?

or will
blood lust
persist

he says he wants
to hurt me
“in so many ways”

he asks
“is pain is OK”

on my ass
my tits
my pussy

he asks
“is penetration is OK”

in my ass
my mouth
my pussy

i enthusiastically
said
“yes! yes! yes!”

i now wonder
if that was
a mistake

too late
no escape
(unless he releases me)

he smiles
and
begins

(C) 2022 Raibeart Bruis
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