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Lattes and Fag Ash
In ways I’m fortunate of course.
The course of a life can always be worse.
Yet still the gorge rises to meet
the carping of the print elite.
As if some cunt in Pimlico
has ever known quite what it is
to have a Bad Mother.
The thought is vulgar, This I Know,
and if I was a better man I’d care.
But slowly I’ve stopped apologising...
And nothing makes me want to retch
more than the whiff of lattes from
the liberal salons. As if one of them
was ever forced to eat a fried egg
that had been dumped in the kitchen bin,
and marinated in fag ash
as Mother made you watch.
My brother knew that pain.
And I knew too just what it was,
to love and beg and say sorry
and still be scorned like thrift-shop shit.
To watch dad watch his wife break down
and explode like a clockwork prostitute.
The course of a life can always be worse.
Yet still the gorge rises to meet
the carping of the print elite.
As if some cunt in Pimlico
has ever known quite what it is
to have a Bad Mother.
The thought is vulgar, This I Know,
and if I was a better man I’d care.
But slowly I’ve stopped apologising...
And nothing makes me want to retch
more than the whiff of lattes from
the liberal salons. As if one of them
was ever forced to eat a fried egg
that had been dumped in the kitchen bin,
and marinated in fag ash
as Mother made you watch.
My brother knew that pain.
And I knew too just what it was,
to love and beg and say sorry
and still be scorned like thrift-shop shit.
To watch dad watch his wife break down
and explode like a clockwork prostitute.
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