CHOOSE ME

CHOOSE ME
The fact is, I wanted you, desired you, longed for you I needed more, craved more. But, you weren't available or interested.

I am accustomed to being left. Not ever being enough. Quite use to being ignored, broken down and questioning my self worth. Alas, I've always recovered and picked myself up, sometimes just to fall yet again.

I'm the type of girl you'd cut off but then think about for years to come randomly. Though I may not be what you want, you'll still search for me in every other woman you encounter.

I'm the type of girl that comes in with full intensity you're not accustom to. A realness you're not quite ready for. I will challenge you, for every time I advance closer, you'll distance yourself further away. I've spent far too much time thinking that was a flaw, only to realize it's in fact, very rare and unique it is.

So, just remember I only wanted you for your time, your efforts and your reassurance. I didn't need you, I actually chose you just because I wanted you.

In fact, I never needed you at all, and still don't. But, in the end, you'll realize, you're need for me was far greater.