Love's Hangover

This morning...when I woke up
Something had changed...

I was like a junkie
who was finaly free
I no longer had my need for you
running through my veins.

Infact..while I slept
for once I had no dreams,
no urges, or achings...
No more morbid thoughts
Of you upon my waking

It was strange..almost hard
to believe...that even without you
I could still breathe.
I could still think on my own
without thoughts of you
renting space in my head
rendering me damaged ,and
Almost brain dead...

See I must admit...
for a while I wanted to feel
the pain of loosing you
Because, if I were still feeling
pain...then you werent really gone

So strange how the mind will create
Insane rationalities at times
all because of the hearts inability
To let go of things ....

So I rise ..wistful with my  spirit
Light and clear
No longer demanding that Misery
be my constant companion

I made the journey...back to me
No worse for wear...
I am still standing
Now I realize..that through the pain
I was able to heal...
As I drink my coffee,
looking out my window
the rain beats out a rythym...
and I close my eyes...and sigh.

Today...is finaly going to be
A good day.
Im cured from Love's Hangover.