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Taming the beast
I first encountered the beast in '82
when it barged, unwanted, into my life.
Just five at the time, I know not why
it chose to pick a fight with me,
but I've been doing battle ever since.
I cannot bear to say its name,
but if you've known it, you will know.
A forty-year struggle
involving much trial and experiment
has yielded pseudo-stability;
fewer outright crises, but
more recurrences that sneak up on me,
feel like the Real Thing
in all of its horror,
then fizzle out
a few weeks later.
That's amazing to witness,
but terrifying to contemplate:
devastation, elation,
desperation and hope
mingling dizzily—
not during the same month,
but simultaneously.
when it barged, unwanted, into my life.
Just five at the time, I know not why
it chose to pick a fight with me,
but I've been doing battle ever since.
I cannot bear to say its name,
but if you've known it, you will know.
A forty-year struggle
involving much trial and experiment
has yielded pseudo-stability;
fewer outright crises, but
more recurrences that sneak up on me,
feel like the Real Thing
in all of its horror,
then fizzle out
a few weeks later.
That's amazing to witness,
but terrifying to contemplate:
devastation, elation,
desperation and hope
mingling dizzily—
not during the same month,
but simultaneously.
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