Can I Call it A Crush?

I wanna say I want this,
but how distant are you now?
I'd like to see you again,
though I'm not sure how.
 
You seem far away,
still somehow make me laugh.
You confuse me, you know,
when you bring up the past.
 
Well, how about we try it?
Let's just see what we see?
Then maybe, just maybe,
you could perhaps... want me?
 
Can I call it a crush?
An obsession or affliction?
Could I keep you this time?
My guilty addiction....
 
Everytime we talk,
it seems I fall more....
So please catch this crush,
before my heart beats out on the floor?