You watched me as I fell
You look at me and there's no way you'd see,
The darkness that I buried underneath.
The kindness in my soul makes it feel like I'm almost whole again.
Baby you'd never understand.
How long I felt broken and hopeless.
Look me in the eyes and tell me you cannot see,
the hurt inside of me.
I tried to hide it well
Trapped inside a cell of my own fears
There's no way out of here.
That's another fear.
I'll be trapped inside a broken mind for the rest of my life.
How could I ever heal from a wound I can't bandage?
I can't clean up invisible damage.
I'll try my best.
Just rest your weary heart.
I never meant to tear myself apart.
But you don't seem to mind.
You're doing just fine.
I'm not even sure how to make a new life for myself without you in the picture,
I don't know how you do it.
How did you get through it?
You made me question everything.
Forced to face the consequences of your so called love.
Why did you stay on my mind,
when you just gave up,