Pause Life

Overwhelmed. Exhausted. Limp. Burnt out. Been thinking too much. Head will explode soon. Too much, too much.

I need a break
I want to stop living
At least for a day
Or a moment
I want to pause life
At least for a day
Or a moment

I don't want to sleep
It takes too long to fall asleep
And afterwards I'm even more tired than before
And I don't want my dreams to reflect my loneliness
 
I just need to get out of this all
At least for a moment
But then it just starts all over again and again...
Maybe it is death what I'm looking for
But I don't know...
All I know is that I want to stop. Or pause...