obsession's lust

 
I hate you right now as I watch you work the room
a dazzler to be sure
it doesn't matter really
who we are is of no importance
a good obsession is better than a great relationship

I fuck better

flesh and blood being so disposable, interchangeable
was that her or she you gorged on last night?
in the guts of you, you know I'm right

I love pushing your buttons
I don't like intimacy
I despise cuddles
I'm difficult admittedly

I would rather you fuck a cunt
give her your cock
reserve your rage for me
so I can eat your bitterness

killing time in between breaths
I lick my lips tasting where you've been
it's dark now in my thoughts
I crave your displeasure

you have my attention
I can't help but see you
you were invisible to me
I didn't notice your steps
now they haunt me

darkly your figure looms
I feel you inside me
I cut ties with the reality of this world long ago

my need only increases