Pains of Love

Up and down
Happy, sad
Smiles to uncontrollable tears...
 
I miss you so much  
It's out of my control
One of my biggest fears...
 
Stop overanalyzing I tell myself
I feel so lost
you're my biggest regret...
 
Not that we have been in touch
But that I didn't let
What I wanted to happen happen.
 
In the beginning I felt so much hurt
I struggled to realize
What I wanted
 
It's too late now
Can't go backwards
Let go of the past  
It will only drown us.