Consciousness

I fuckin miss you
Crazy in love
Or just crazy?
From a morning of angry playlist
To an evening
Filled with lyrical fantasies
That all end with you
Your life
Your words
Your voice
Your breath
Your touch
Your hold
Your love
Your heart holding mine
With joy, with desire
Without end
I don’t want to fall in despair
But that’s where
My home has landed lately
Homeless love
With no heart to safely secure a calm
I will dream
Hope to dream of you
Dreaming me

…

Do I
Exist?