I'm sorry but I don't see what anyone sees in me anymore

I have head over heels fallen in love with you

Like a new bruise just swelling up , you tick like a bomb on my heart.

I swear I don't mean to destruct and tear this apart.

Like a romantic magician you light up my life , showing me darkness and light.

I kiss you goodbye like I never had a heart , I wish you love.

I feel so apart from life , love and chances . I have played my part.

I broke you when I have only just met you , I can't break anyone else.

I'm destructing and exploding .

Left and scorned , still praying for forgiveness.

Understanding and hope I just push it away , I have lay here to die for a thousand days.

My heart and loved darker than dark matter .

My soul crashing into thousands of dust.

To arise when I just want to believe in love.

To arise when I just want to believe in love.

It's not you it me , a battle I will never win.

You see me.

And I'm sorry. I'm sorry for what you saw.