fireworks and all....

      
       
       
       
    but where does it lead?... exposing all the pain that runs deep; orchestra in the backdrop-fireworks and all....      
       
       
    healing's what one ultimately constantly seeks; we're taught, to just carry the weight differently-as if we still won't buckle at the knees;      
       
       
 just "go within" and carry it silently; or the "pharmacy".... one puts the weight down, and picks it back up because it's as if that's the way it needs to be....      
       
       
update the playlist-letting harsh truths seep deep into one's psyche.... to keep one "on one's toes" right?      
       
       
 though for the most part, one puts it to the side-and shuts eye into sleep.... wanting to believe that time in ways has made me stronger than I use to be....      
       
       
I'm still "human"....what ever that's suppose to mean.... because according to what its been and what I've seen....being "human"....well.... overall, it sucks to be....