contemptuous

 
inside the passion I burn
I wish it wasn't so
it hurts to feel this deeply for a shadow
I only get glimpses of you
my love is never to be returned

so I ache alone in the regret
willing the lust to burn
willing it to go
taking it inside me as an obsession
you fucked my soul

dark contempt I am bidden
to come into your rage
where you bring out the demoness in me
who fucks as good as she is fucked

are you burning too?

with that insatiable greed
the kind that will never be filled
it eats until there is nothing left
just the greed barren
wiling away at your soul

until you knuckle under and give in
I know you never will
I am tempted to cut you
I love/hate the way you feel

you're under my skin digging deep
I can feel you there peeling back my layered anger
do you taste the truth of it in your marrow
and on your hard cock?

where my essence is spilled
uttering only honesties to your darkness