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Relinquish to Me

Make my cheeks flush red while yours loose color entirely.
 
Let me be that metaphysical void that your existence ceases to be in.
 
Bury that strive for salvation in cover of trying to desperately hide those frightened expressions with fragile confidence.
 
While I, will have the expression of admiration plastered like concrete on mine.
 
And deep hunger now seeded into me to obtain more of that display of vulnerability.
 
The thought so visible on your face of lose of control.
 
While I, rive and thrash myself to devour more of that feeling of distance to your circumstances.
 
A situation to get me close to elation and a forced environment to you further from your holy savoir as possible.
 
I desire more than ever to be the entity that consumes your mental capacity and time.
 
And the devil that proclaims your physical well being to be damned to the winds.
 
And the pestilence that takes up refuge in your emotional stability being ultimately sabotaged.  
 
And lastly your will to live, to only be downgraded to solely living for the purpose of serving someone else as your life's purpose.
 
Your heart for that matter will be a small candle light that consistently flickers for a sign of a new wick to burn bright again.
 
But will be denied over and over till you break entirely.
 
And resort to doing everything I ask on a whim, relinquish rationality to me.
 
Be my broken toy, in which I'll mend and repeatedly break for my amusement and sexual gratification only.
 
I'll rekindle that hope in you to keep going till you give out to the weight of the constant struggle of motivation.
 
Let me be that fate worse than death you are bounded too and destined to be in.
TheMonsterfromHe11
Written by TheMonsterfromHe11
Published | Edited 25th Jun 2022
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