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Ann Is Really Inspirational To Me

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Sitting there at P.J.ís feeling crushed By the certainty that my own inside of my self is not as if it I were free for a by and all the other people's eyes, like, paranoid Sitting there at P. J.ís feeling crushed by how I move is sure to be eyes, and how I emote, how my body doesn't feel like it belongs to myself and then I see my friend Ann crossing the street, talking to, directing the attention of the drivers, saw her using her hands like a semaphore to ensure the attentions of all the drivers in that oncoming traffic as she navigated at a clip across two lanes of swiftly moving opposing traffic, then giving a double thumbs up to them all, dismissively, having brought herself safely across with no help at all from them, her usually amused, bright open face still set in a tight grimace from the harrow of crossing    
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Ann is really inspirational to me. Sitting there at P.J.ís feeling crushed by all the other people's eyes, by the certainty that my own eyes, and how I emote, how I move is sure to be seen to be wrong in them, and then I'm reminded that I can, and how to, and suddenly my body belongs to myself again and I can move and walk inside of my self again with a feeling of free relief †  
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and then I'm reminded that I can and I can move and walk and be seen not to be wrong by anyone, or if i am, that it doesn't matter, Ann is really inspirational to me Can, and how to do, and how suddenly †
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my body belongs to myself again and then I'm reminded that I can and I can move and I can talk † †
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and how to, and suddenly in a rush a flood of happiness as i leave the coffee shop walking across the large parking lot, my body belongs to myself again and with a jot, an inhalation of breath as if suddenly I remembered with relief how † †
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to breathe, I can move and and I can be, and I can walk and I can emote inside of my self again with freedom, And the lightness in my eyes and in my smile, and in my breast, shines as I walk †

Ann is really inspirational to me
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