utterances

 
I weep for the feelings I can't tell you
the ones you say are better left unsaid
inside my soul I feel the ache of it
of our love not expressed

I reach for your essence you're so close to me
deep inside my void where only you can fill
I hurt you today with my tongue
it hurt me too

I need to be loved by you
I seek your affectionate gaze
I blossom in your presence
smiling up at you

your soul caresses mine and I shine
my shyness falls away and I am blushing to be so nude
do you feel me in the darkness?
thinking thoughts of us

I chastise myself for being so foolish
this life would never allow it
I have to reconcile these feelings somehow

I reach for you in my emptiness
I am forlorn in my need
I ache for your touch
in my innocence sigh

my solemn vow, you are loved
with silent reverence I behold your beauty
with a humble plea I request you see me in my need
and understand me

it's more than I ever hoped for
you looked my way one day
and I fell for you hard