torment (with Crimsin)

don't give a fuck about me
I am cold to the touch
I cringe when someone reaches for me
I will never let you see me anyway
I don't like being looked at

I was hoping you didn't notice
I was spinning out of control
coming closer to the edge
one, two, three let's jump

my rage cuts
plus I like the pain
so torment belongs to me
in the end you will hate me
I won't take anyone with me

darkness follows where I go
I love you did I forget to tell you
fight the tide that is me
pretend you don't see me

I wear invisibility like a shroud
it hides everything undesirable
I move like a ghost
dead on the inside

while wishing you could breathe
life back into my veins
like the perfect drug
taking away my pain
but I'm addicted to the torment
and your love can't save me
from myself

weeps the sadness
with one more look at you
I hold you to my heart and let go
inside the madness I am alone
no one can walk this road with me