secret

 
I'm still reeling give me a moment to compose myself
I feel you glance into my soul and you see my love shining
I can't hide the truth of it
in sacredness kept

I am a woman of pain
I desire you, though you will never be mine
I seek to touch you late at night

in the darkness do you feel my soul?

lingering a little too long when our eyes meet
in the shadows I slip
I ache in honesty

I'm a very different kind of being
I'm most comfortable alone
peering at nature
the wind blowing my hair
talking to the spirits that are there
between two worlds I abide

I whisper secret thoughts to the listening
may they carry them to you
touching you where I can't be
filling part of your void

I'm grateful for your presence
you don't ever have to tell me
you're grateful for mine

in the eternal vow
there is an us somehow
it's enough to keep me going