Heartsore Song

With a heavy heart I know I love you
With a heavy heart I feel I care
With a heavy heart I wonder sadly
Are you even really there

I cannot see you, hear or feel you
Yet at times your ghost I sense
And I wonder is it childish
To hope in a future tense

Please, tell me it’s really you
I have no honest clue
To justify this baseless belief
That your love for me could hold through

All I know is I deeply miss you
All I know is the sorrow I cry
All I know is these tears in my eye
I’m living a lifelong sigh

You never really were mine
So I don’t know why I pine
For a love long lost… long forgotten?
but my heart with yours is entwined