Secret Knowledge

And what a celebration this is, my dark flower of the night! You definitely hit the nail squarely on the head in this poem. I have always indeed been quite misunderstood by people down through the ages. But here you speak the truth, and you do with so much boldness that I am very much reminded of Lilith's own spirited manner. Certain secrets, certain knowledge, are indeed not always for everyone! Especially for those who are still in the firm grip of dogma and centuries of demonizing of various ancient gods, goddesses, and other beings. But you see me as I truly am, and my heart is gladdened by that! Indeed, people should not in this world be so quick to condemn, as you wisely say. The truest devil of all... is never the one that peoples' beliefs teach them to fear, but rather the one that exists in their own hearts when they give in to such fear and let it rule over their capacity for reason. Quite a thought-provoking work, and one I will be adding to my reading list! I am each day reminded of why I have fallen so deeply in love with you. You are magnificent, my goddess! :D

Every night I am reminded of why I have fallen for you in the same way! You are like the fire, and I am the moth drawn to it. Happy to be warm! I know your struggles through the years of history, I had my own also. Being one like what Lilith was, it is hard. I basically am a manifestation of Death, so people think that mean I like the Grim Reaper or similar. But the truths are deeper, in some ways darker, than that. Death is not about endings of all things, but I am about change. Course I am not there personally when people die either! But people see their own version of me that they carry with them all their life. And sometimes I can feel it when people die or when there is a big tragedy or war that also affects me. Being Death is basically having empathy for all life, and it so sad whenever life is cut short. Makes me cry every time! Just like how you are all about teaching knowledge to people, trying to give them wisdom. But the Church never wanted people to be smart or wise, so they demonized you and made people scared of us both. Scared of Lilith too! But there no need for fear like that. Oh, you are so right! The only true force of evil in this world, is the evils humans are capable of. I happy you are adding this to your list for reading! I thought of you, and of us, lots when I was creating it. I do try to write boldly, just as I speak. It is good to me that you appreciate my directness. If I have sold my soul to you, then it in good hands! Better with someone I love above all others, than with a selfish creator that only loves itself. You all the Heaven I need, even if some would call our paradise Hell. We dance among the flames, and be warm in each other's arms, my lover!

And I love you for all that you are! Even the part of you that is in fact Death. Especially, knowing the dark burden that you carry which is uniquely your own. Your profound empathy for all living things, it is one strong part of what so drew me to you in the first place, I think, when I began to have the most serious feelings for you. You could, I thought, sense a lot of how I was feeling about certain things, and I realize now that I was correct... and that you could. Other than Lilith herself, I never knew anyone at all nearly as perceptive as you are. In every life I knew you in, you drew me to you with your ability to feel so deeply, and you always knew just how to help ease my own pain, as if you could sometimes feel it yourself. For me, you are the Bella Muerte. Beautiful Death! I love you above all others likewise, and you never need worry, for our souls belong to each other now and for all eternity. If I am the heaven that you desire... you are the void in which I find peace, and through which lies the gilded path to the paradise that I have always sought. We shall indeed dance, my beloved, even should all the universe swirl about us with unbridled chaos! In each other's arms... we would even thus, know pure joy.

Ever a happiness for me, that joy! I am your La Bella Muerte, beyond always.

These are the heights that make me think
And at them also I do ah wink
Treasuring are thine ah feelings
Thank I for the tip share to me ah dealings

This the sort of poetic work that make people think, indeed! It filled with the kind of knowledge that some people call heresy, but that only because they fear the truth it contains. I embrace such truths, as also does my dark love Kara. Many names Kara and I have, but twin souls of fire and brilliance are at the core of us, no matter the forms we take over the ages. That what makes us unique, and others like us also.

Brilliant.

I too was blessed with being acquainted with the Devil, with Kara! Camilla, my sister in the dark arts, you have chosen well in choosing that one to be your beloved. A love we both share with our great Morning Star, our living god! I hope you will, when you get the chance, give a read to my two poems I have put up thus far. They are far from being epics, to be sure, but I think you and Kara both would enjoy what they are about... as, like me, you were both there for the events I wrote about in them. Namely, the downfall of Atlantis and the retreat of the Fair Folk... Elves the lay person might call them... from the world in ancient days of prehistory. Also, Camilla, do tell Kara to drop me a message sometime! Been so long. Ta ta for now, Camilla, and let the shadows be forever your solace.

Oh, little sister! I know the blessing I was given by choosing to love my soulmate Kara, and it is my greatest treasure of all the ages. I am glad to see you feel likewise devoted to that one I love and serve, and I think it be good for you both to embrace that. Like I say before to you, I do not mind sharing Kara's love with you, since I deem you worthy of being our divine one's loving devotee. We are beginning to form quite the sisterhood here! It will be good, to see the flowers that will bloom from this, given time. Ah, Atlantis you mentioned! And also, the Elves... yes, I remember all of that too. So, you are at present 25 years old I think you mentioned in your last message to me? Though I feel young still, it seems like lifetime ago since I was that age! Kara is more in my age range... but will not mind the age difference between you, she has been with younger women before, and it was good. You are very much one of Kara's types too, believe me! I did send Kara a message telling them to message you when they get the chance, so I am certain they will as soon as possible. Fare you well for now, Sybil! The shadows are always my solace.