What is Inside me

 
You see my smiles,
You hear my laughter,
Gazing at the stars in my eyes,
You don't know what's inside.
Eternal silence is tottering me,
Excruciating pain is torturing me,
Convulsing agony is tormenting me,
You don't know what is inside me.
My inside bird knows his sorrow,  
My inside bird has shattered dreams,
My inside bird is with avid desires,
You don't know what is inside,
My inside bird can not fly,
He is with his clipped wings,
Fighting his fate until he dies,
You don't know what is inside,
Look deep into my teary eyes,
Listen to my muddled heart song,
Read the story on my craving lips,
You'll then know what is inside,
I take what life offers me,
My spirit is always high,
I know what is inside me,
Still, you wish to know what's inside.
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